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do you ever just wonder if there’s someone who secretly thinks about you and wants to talk to you but doesn’t know how

x I think people spend too much time staring into screens and not enough time drinking wine, tongue kissing, and dancing under the moon. Rachel Wolchin (via youlooklikesomethingblooming)
x i want to know your birthday and your parents jobs and if you ever heard them fighting or having sex and if you love your siblings and the worst fight you’ve ever gotten into and if you like one sibling more than the other and what you wanted to be when you grew up when you were seven and your dream vacation and the most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you and if you’ve been to therapy and if it helped and the hardest thing you’ve experienced and how you overcame it and if you like what you see when you look in the mirror and if you think appearances matter in a relationship or at all and your favorite movie and which books changed your life and the hardest you’ve ever cried and which grandparent you loved the most and if the words “we need to talk” make you sick to your stomach and why and which holiday is your favorite and which season and which color and if you like rain and if you’re scared of dying and if you believe in god and if you have allergies and to what and what your favorite food is and restaurant and if you like to cook and whether or not you care about cleanliness and what your political views are and if you’re a feminist and your favorite flower and song and if you’d rather own a cat or a dog and if you’d shave off all your hair to give it to a little girl going through chemotherapy and where you’d like to live and honeymoon and what kind of gum and candy you like and what you act like when you’re mad and if you’d rather someone buy you silver or gold jewelry or neither and what clique you were in in high school and what you think your spirit animal is and which flower you’d be and who you admire and which traits you wish were more dominant and if you ever worry you’re a shitty person and what hurt you the most and why you ever thought you were worthless and how someone can make you feel better when you’re sad and if you prefer hugs or kisses and what your house looks like and what your dream car is and which celebrity you think lives the most tragic life and why you think people become so cold and what you think about nature vs nurture and if you believe in heaven and aliens and mermaids and reincarnation and the bible and which feeling is your least favorite and what was the best day you ever had and what would be the best day and if you see yourself as the protector or one who needs protecting and how you deal with your pain and what you would do if you had 100 million dollars and if you think wealth affects people’s morals and what good you think writing is and if you could do it all over, would you and what would you change and what mistake was your biggest and which language you wish you spoke fluently and how many people you’ve loved and if you loved the person you lost your virginity to and if you realize you’re remarkable and what your enneagram is and how you think we could improve the education system and what you think of people who commit suicide and if you think they’re selfish and what you say to them before they did it if you could and what your favorite memory of your childhood is and how you take your tea or if you prefer coffee and when you last wrote someone a handwritten letter and what the best gift you ever received was and what the best piece of advice was and when the last time you cried was and if you’re competitive about board games and which is your favorite and if you feel pressured to settle down and what you notice first in a person and what your top three pet peeves are and if you have any phobias and what you’ve always wanted to do but don’t have the courage to go through with and what you do when you feel overwhelmingly sad and if you ski and if plastic surgery was 100% safe and painless, would you get it and where and why and where you think home is and if you think politeness is important and what you think of indecisive people and if you think there’s ever a reason to go to war and something that scares you and if you believe in therapy and what you want in life and what you look for in a partner and what you want to change about yourself and about the world and who you want to be and who you are. just tell me who you are. I Want To Know You by Me (via joeygattos)
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blhak:

Smaller doesn’t mean worse. 
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x I love you— I do— but I am afraid of making that love too important. Because you’re always going to leave me. We can’t deny it. You’re always going to leave. David Levithan, Every Day  (via readandsurvive)
x Stop beating yourself up. You are a work in progress - which means you get there a little at a time, not all at once. Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
x The best part of a relationship is getting to call the person, or lay down next to them, and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long. In the end that’s what it’s about. It’s not about sex, it’s not about the money they give you, it’s not about how good looking they are, it’s about them listening to you talk for hours and hours and hours, about stupid shit that doesn’t matter. Tegan Quin (via perfect)
x I wanna linger in your existence (via yoursixwordstory)
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thecolorinhereyes:

My sister told me a soul mate is not the person who makes you the happiest but the one who makes you feel the most, who conducts your heart to bang the loudest, who can drag you giggling with forgiveness from the cellar they locked you in. It has always been you.

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iwillnotsaveyou:

It sucks so much to know that the person you want doesn’t want you

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x Larry

Looking back on my first love I feel privileged to have loved so deeply when I was so young. Some might call me crazy because I fell in love my junior year of high school but it was so worth it. The relationship was a complete disaster but he truly taught me how to love someone else for the first time in my life. There never goes a day where I don’t think about him and how much we have both changed. I see now that we never could have worked but through the love and the relationship I became the person that I am. I used to want to graduate and follow him off to whatever college he went to because I had no plans for the future. I wanted to pass time together and live our lives out. Now that I’m off at college I see that was the wrong path for me, I was meant to be here. I probably won’t ever love someone as strongly as I loved him because he was the first person and I can now love for the rest of my life because of him. Thank you Larry for showing me what true love is. Maybe you didn’t feel it back, you’ve told me that before but I no longer care about the petty things between us. We have both turned into such wonderful people and I am beyond blessed to call you a friend. I can’t wait to see the paths our lives take separately because we are better off without each other than we ever would have been together. 

I will always have a place for you in my heart though.

Love always,

Brooke

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